STORY… with a smile

This poem is about my new muse who charmed me with her beauty and smile. She is a short story in my life who awakened my courage to build a short lived DREAM.

Beholding thy beauty I’ll never find,

I knew that attraction would not carry.

By exciting and troubling my mind

Thou started to be my lovely story.

It was bit frivolous but had a theme

That aroused my feeling, sense and courage.

Started to adore story with my dream

Which had true friendship that acted as bridge.

Now thou art my muse from fantasy isle

Came and thought everything about fairy.

Binding tightly with thy beauty and smile

Thou ended the illusional story.

The short story shall remain forever

And brings a sweet smile for my endeavor.

--AJAY

Prayer to Thee, Divine Mother

Goddess of Knowledge and Creator’s wife,

Render my wisdom into melody

And my silence of words to symphony;

O Mother, bless thy Music to my life.

Goddess of Wealth and Preserver’s wife,

Prosper my profession with luxury

And make all my skills extraordinary;

O Mother, bless thy Fortune to my life.

Goddess of Strength and Destroyer’s wife,

Transform my fears to great energy

And keep my body, mind & soul healthy;

O Mother, bless thy Power to my life.

I shall use the power, knowledge & wealth

To fight all the evils till my last breath.

---AJAY

To Musical-Poet

This song/poem, I would like to call this a poem, struck my mind suddenly while I was trying to play my own music in my guitar, I felt like swallowing my music and wanted to blow off a song and so I started writing this.

To Musical-Poet

Dissolve the music and blend with the words

Add love and passion to start a great song;

To spoil the work there shall be hurdles,

But when you overcome, it will live long.

Absorb the music with the filtered words

Season with feelings and present the song;

It shall be a sweet with only right deeds,

Always learn to correct when you go wrong.

Swallow the music and digest the words

Relish the beauty and joy of the song;

If it is loved then the soul gets rewards

And appreciation will make you strong.

Don’t ever give-up if you get bad rates

As thou art the music & words are thy mates.

-----AJAY

P.S. I had loads to study for my exams but still din't kill my flow of thoughts and I complied this.

A fish in a pond

A bloke in the pond
Saw a fish with a wand,
Bubbled and flied in life
It soon decided its wife!

But there were so many fishes in the pond!

Seized by the beauty’s art
Sweetness filled its heart,
Drowned deep in the dream
And soon changed its theme!

Though there were so many fishes in the pond!

Love was killed by fear
It was afraid to call it ‘my dear’
Love was only wished
So the lady never kissed!

Still there are so many fishes in the pond!

Now the Pisces is very brave
Realized the beauty was a passing wave
After playing the cunning game,
It learnt the life is never same!

So, there are so many fishes in the pond
But there is only one angel fish to bond!!

---AJAY

Fear of love

I remember you as soon as I rise
I see you when I close my eyes
But you haunt in my dreams
And make me afraid to fall in love,
As love wins or kills the heart.

If I’m with you everything is wise
If I think of you the world seems nice;
But you control my thoughts
And make me afraid to fall in love,
As love wins or kills the heart.

When I talk to you a new hope will arise
Then I believe our pair is very precise
But you trouble my believes
And make me afraid to fall in love,
As love wins or kills the heart.

I don’t have to crave happiness in life
If I make you my soul’s eternal wife;
But you are an illusion in my mind
And make me brave to fall in love,
As love kills and wins the heart.

---AJAY

Angel’s Voice

I was inspired to write this song or poem whatever, after being to a music concert where I heard a mellifluous voice by a sweet girl!

Angel’s Voice

I saw an angel singing
The magic held me clinging;
Shoved me deep into a trance
Her sugary mellifluous voice.

It healed my pain made by stinging
And again my heart started ringing.
Oh my angel! Sing me an ode of love
And push all my miseries above.

Then I shall transform to your wing
As I Listen to the ode of love you sing;
Binding strong like no one can slice
And I’ll live with you forever in paradise.

--- AJAY

10th Feb 2010

My Guitar

This a poem about my lovely guitar which I feel is a kind of transformer in my life. It made my life musical.
I had written only three stanzas earlier, long back! felt it too short and completed it today. In this poem I have conveyed my divine connection with my guitar.

My Guitar

I was never trapped by lure

Until I got my first guitar,

It became part of me thereafter.

I learnt in life to endure

After seeing the strings of guitar,

It made me very brave thereafter.

I was too bored by the chore

And was helped from the pick of guitar;

Never felt bored from thereafter.

I made all my fingers sore

But was healed by the sound of guitar;

Fingers and frets are friends thereafter.

I then started to adore

The dynamics of my guitar

And animated it thereafter.

I now strike it from the core

Mind starts speaking from my guitar

Music is mind's language hereafter.

---AJAY

My Supreme Being

This is actually my first sonnet, though my first poem "To sugar, forever..." has fourteen lines it lacks all the rules of a sonnet. It was more a parody than a sonnet!

My Parents are my "Supreme Being" and this poem is dedicated to my Mother who is everything to me. My every breath is because of Thee, my Mother.

My Supreme Being

Thou art the reason for my existence
To see this heaven in color and light;
Blest to be thine son very fair and bright,
Oh my Mother I shalt bring thee joyance.
I doth everything with thy assistance,
This helps me face any battle to fight;
To make Thee proud I will always do right
And will thrive hard to keep my persistence.
Nothing on this world is like love from Thee
Which’s selfless, unconditional and pure
Absolutely beyond infinity.
Thou art a Supreme Being sent to me
Holier than the Holiest for sure;
For Thou makes love to the eternity.

--AJAY

The above sonnet is a Petrarchan sonnet which was used by Italians. It has an octave (first eight lines) and a sestet (last six lines) with the rhyme scheme abbaabba cdecde respectively.

Hyperbole

I wrote this poem as almost all the poems are Hyperbolic and its been a part of poetry writing. The same way even in our lives we love everything to be Extravagant and wish to live larger than life.

Hyperbole

I always write how I feel
Love, nature and everything which appeal.
Those are unreal but true,
Always pleasant in its real blue.
Life’s a hyperbole, we always want it!
The hyperbole, we all love it!

Not just a device for my poems
It’s a play from the soul’s joint.
No one likes a straight way,
I make it walk on a litotes bay.
Life’s a hyperbole, we always want it!
The hyperbole, we all love it.

The mirror used by the words
Which renders wizards into lovebirds.
The core in the life’s ode,
A grand décor without a code.
Life’s a hyperbole, we always want it!
The hyperbole, we all love it.

---AJAY

poem ii & iii

My second and third poem is also based on the same theme. Feelings of a young man trying to realize the cunning game of LOVE.

poem-ii 20th July 2009
Did I Begin?

When did I begin?
To lend my soul to you,
For my soul was always searching for you.
May be now it has found its missing part,
And is fertile to nourish the seed of love
To a tree, a giant eternal tree!

How do I begin?
To express my love to you,
For I’m always afraid to lose you.
May be you should understand the silence
And every soundless words of my soul,
To make a song, a silent eternal song.

What did I begin?
To believe my life was you,
For I was in an illusion I never knew.
May be my soul was a fool
And so it was in the darkness
To dream, a short lived dream!

----AJAY

poem-iii 31st Aug 2009
I waited for so long

I saw you young playing outside
A lightning made me numb
And I didn’t know what to do
I thought you’re the one
I waited for so long to say I love you…

I spoke to you and heard your voice
An arrow struck my heart
And I believed the cupid was in mood
I thought you’re the one
I waited for so long to say I love you…

I met you on a Sunday evening for your sake
A day it rained heavily
And I was all drenched in the rain
I thought you’re the one
I waited for so long to say I love you...

I finally learnt you don’t love me
A dream shattered by bitter truth
And I realized it’s a foolish game
As I had thought you were the one
I waited and waited to say I love you…

---AJAY

To sugar, forever...

This is my first poem which is a sonnet?! Though its a poem of fourteen lines I haven't tried to follow any rules of sonnet (I din't know), but still it has a little bit of rhyme scheme in it! but most importantly it conveys the fresh feelings!!


To sugar, forever...

I never knew the sweetness of sugar
Until it dissolved in my heart;
My heart started pumping thy sweetness,
But finally busted for no fault.
Why didn’t I declare my love to thee?
For fear of rejection is a curse to me?
If I'm a dumb and thou art deaf?!
It was alright for love is blind,
But now it's my heart the real handicap,
Which suppressed passionately for thee.
Love was a sweet poison to me,
Which never killed, but became immortal!
But still thou art whose, Sweetness? My sugar;
As long there's sweetness, thou art a Sugar!

---AJAY

03 July, 2009

I have been inspired to write this after reading my friend’s,
Sonnet - 0.3 (- - -To Sugar).
She is the sole reason for me to write poems.

These are the feelings of a calm and shy man in love with a girl and is rejected for expressing his love too late as she’s already in love with another guy.

Introduction

I never knew there was a poet in me until the touch of love awakened him. Here I'm trying to blend the Sound with the Words. I have plans to compose Music for all my Poems.

WELCOME to my world of MUSICAL POEMS, the sound and words of my soul...